Ok I'm still here. I keep waking up and finding myself in the same concrete, dirt filled room. I don't know what's going on. I can't quite settle into permancy here, yet nor can I bring myself to leave. I'm so confused.....Buggered if I know how I'm still here. I think it was a mistake telling the CEO that I'd stay until they found a replacement. No ones coming, EVER.

Since I 'resigned' I have grown to love the kids, some more than others it must be said. The little mongrels throwing rocks at the green shed get less of it than others. They have so much potential and the longer I'm here the more empathy I have for them and the fact that they will never know what it's like to have choices. The choices I had when I was a kid. Is it to be netball,basketball or softball? Guitar or piano? The Jungle Book soundtrack or The Nolan Sisters.....The choices I took for granted.